Now I get that I'm not supposed

to be alive makes since to me considering the fact that people have tried to kill me also I have had two people look at me as if I were a ghost I will never forget the expression on their face once when I was at a protest and a guy was in a car stopped at a light he kept looking at me and looking at that light like hurry up and change I just remember how he was looking at me like I was a ghost the other time the lady at the housing commission blood drained from her face when I was asking questions about the yea that bullshit the look on their faces is etched in my mind