Missing children

we were on milk cartons

I have amnesia

I don't know jack shit I know nothing

I feel like I just woke up after

being in a coma for fifty something years and not knowing who the fuck I am how the fuck I got here or where the fuck I came from

Folks have died with this truth

and the truth is crying out from the grave the truth will never die

If this is how one is too find out

that they are adopted with a magnifying glass and this certificate of live birth not the birth certificate I requested still haven't seen it I'm pretty fucked up about it and this is the world I live in oh well

Would the child abductors

lie about race meaning racial identity

Must of read

all of Nancy Drew and the Hardy Brothers Boys shit Sherlock Holmes is probably the reason I got a magnifying glass today

In my mind as a child

I got awards in school they were burned in the incinerator in the basement on Sheldon I pleaded with Mother/ Marjorie she practically drug me with her so it's a memory that no one can confirm

Now I get that I'm not supposed

to be alive makes since to me considering the fact that people have tried to kill me also I have had two people look at me as if I were a ghost I will never forget the expression on their face once when I was at a protest and a guy was in a car stopped at a light he kept looking at me and looking at that light like hurry up and change I just remember how he was looking at me like I was a ghost the other time the lady at the housing commission blood drained from her face when I was asking questions about the yea that bullshit the look on their faces is etched in my mind

Oh yeah I read books for 5 years

before I went back to school at cornerstone university including dam near every book in the library at New Hope Baptist Church. And afterwards I put that library card to use Houston it's a problem

My library card

has to be renewed at some point