Missing children

we were on milk cartons

I have amnesia

I don't know jack shit I know nothing

I feel like I just woke up after

being in a coma for fifty something years and not knowing who the fuck I am how the fuck I got here or where the fuck I came from

Folks have died with this truth

and the truth is crying out from the grave the truth will never die

If this is how one is too find out

that they are adopted with a magnifying glass and this certificate of live birth not the birth certificate I requested still haven't seen it I'm pretty fucked up about it and this is the world I live in oh well

Would the child abductors

lie about race meaning racial identity

Must of read

all of Nancy Drew and the Hardy Brothers Boys shit Sherlock Holmes is probably the reason I got a magnifying glass today

In my mind as a child

I got awards in school they were burned in the incinerator in the basement on Sheldon I pleaded with Mother/ Marjorie she practically drug me with her so it's a memory that no one can confirm

Now I get that I'm not supposed

to be alive makes since to me considering the fact that people have tried to kill me also I have had two people look at me as if I were a ghost I will never forget the expression on their face once when I was at a protest and a guy was in a car stopped at a light he kept looking at me and looking at that light like hurry up and change I just remember how he was looking at me like I was a ghost the other time the lady at the housing commission blood drained from her face when I was asking questions about the yea that bullshit the look on their faces is etched in my mind

Oh yeah I read books for 5 years

before I went back to school at cornerstone university including dam near every book in the library at New Hope Baptist Church. And afterwards I put that library card to use Houston it's a problem

My library card

has to be renewed at some point

If I abducted a child

I would probably have to create a new identity for that child. new name new age fake documents you know shit like that this is real and real talk really fucked up and probably what happened to me fucking liars lying from the very beginning of my life

Someone once told me

that everything I new was a lie everything

Apparently I have had to fight

from the very moment I was taken from the womb

Consul

an official appointed by a government to reside in a foreign country to represent the commercial interests of citizens of the appointing country

Now the man has been here

checking on the birds in the fireplace about a week ago or so. To my surprise at that time he didn't see anything. well upon further observation I see what's going on they are not stuck they have access in and out by way of the chimney and they make their presence known every morning

Ombudsman

a government official appointed to receive and investigate complaints made by individuals against abuse or capricious acts of public officials

Adopted or stolen

trust in the lord with all thine heart and lean not unto thine own understanding but Lord can you please make it make sense

Now I have to dismantle

the ancestry tree

MCL 333 2882

written so tiny on the birth certificate I had to find it with a magnifying glass

It was a wonder

why the DNA didn't match

You can reach me

by airways by trailway cross the desert and the pond shit but you can't call or text I don't care how it reaches me you better send help

Does Metro ever send

anything in the mail

824

not only my birthday it's an address on street name in the inner city anywhere USA

Tribal

of,relating to,or characteristics of a tribe (~customs -tribally

Tribe

a social group comprising numerous families, clans, or generations together with slaves,dependents, or adopted strangers

Tribunal

the seat of a judge

African/Indian

tribal

Why

tribal oh

As much as we love Ben Crump

He should never be here for such a tragedy as this never wanted him here for that reason

And if these post are going out

today 4-14 that is a problem because I'm sure I'm suppose to be cut off from the world

And so we have escalated

to the murder of unarmed black men in the city of grand rapids Michigan

DNA NOT MATCHING

not matching up as it should to the people who have taken the test we have the same people in tree but DNA not matching

My grown adult children are

15 years apart when my son was 17 my daughter was 2 I never understood what they had in common to argue about I didn't know if she thought she was 17 or he thought he was 2 when he got of age he told me he never liked my spaghetti. I could understand that. Back then we only had tomato paste no prego or ragu sauce. But when my daughter said she never liked waffles I was shocked because I bought them a lot. I thought I was giving options. The dynamics of parenting

Medical gaslighting

symptoms dismissed by doctors or not taken seriously hmm I know a little bit about that

Thanking God

for children that love me thanks Lord

I heard a sweet melody this morning

from the birds in the fire place it's obvious I can't get no help but can someone please help these birds