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Friday, December 9, 2022
Congratulations to the government
you have have made a person crazy #2
add another notch on your belt
I'm sure you are proud
The state of Michigan
has it in for me
because of the things they have tried to keep hidden
they have fucked me one time to many
they have won
Wednesday, December 7, 2022
Tuesday, December 6, 2022
Environmental protection lien
in my small mind
I think you put a lien out on the environment
like you would put on a person's house
Sunday, December 4, 2022
Saw
Freakonomics..
Slay the dragon..
Jerry Falwell Jr. ..
The Black Church...
Now
Flint the poisoning of an American city
whoa
Watching the 4th hour
of the The Black Church
This Is Our Story
This Is Our Song
missed the first 3 hours
Saturday, December 3, 2022
Wednesday, November 16, 2022
Thursday, November 3, 2022
I haven't researched
the medication to know if it indeed causes stomach issues because the kidney issues was enough
so you knowingly prescribed medication that bothers my stomach knowing that I have stomach issues and a recent surgery on my stomach
That second
and last visit she accused me of not taking the medication that she told me not to take the week before
The therapist lady
called out the name of the medication and I was like yea that's it
she told me not to take it because it's hard on the stomach
why the fuck is she the occupational therapist given medical advice
Well
I did tell the therapist that the doctor had prescribed medication for my arthritis but because she also said the medication might affect my kidneys
so I take as needed
My first visit
with the therapist I was explaining to her about my situation regarding the pain in my stomach
I was hurting from front to back
I know why my stomach was hurting
I was doing too much to soon
Okay so
when the doctor told me to go to therapy she also prescribed medication for the arthritis in my back
Thursday, October 27, 2022
All these doctors
visits and all these test yall gettin paid
and I'm still in pain and that's fucked up
If the Parkland shooter
can kill 17 and injury 17 and get to live
why am I not allowed to heal properly
what the fuck
Yesterday was my
second and last visit for a while
whatever she did too me yesterday has me in pain today and she said if my pain got worse today something to the effect of not returning and that I attacked her
Making an appointment
to discuss the arthritis the person whom I saw that day suggested this occupation therapy
first discussion pertaining to therapy
That therapy session
was out of place I didn't know I had arthritis in my body at that time why was that appointment made which by the way a gentleman called and canceled seeming a bit confused
But when this
Doctor says you have arthritis in your back
and I say this Doctor some one I have not seen before or after that day I was like dam that would be the reason for the pain in my back
I ended up getting the
test results from my doctor's office
the reason for the ultrasound was supposed to have been too make sure I didn't rip any stitches
I got a prescription
for a muscle relaxer and left before I got the results of any test run they were a little upset with me because I was tired of being what felt like a hostage in the emergency room that day
After waiting in pain
for hours in the emergency room they put me in a bed in the hallway to wait longer and them wanting to take ultrasounds and other test I was finally given something for pain..morphine
which was given to others. No privacy
Two days after I threw
away those drugs I pulled that hamstring
and short of going dumpster diving I went to the emergency room and that visit was horrible
I was still healing
from surgery but feeling better and I ended up throwing away the last of the oxyCODONE (ROXICODONE) and the methocarbamol (ROBAXIN)
wanted that shit out of my system
Since surgery
I pulled a hamstring/muscle in my leg and if you know anything about that pain it over shadowed the pain in my stomach
Post op
was done by phone not video but audio
he never saw me after the surgery that I'm still recovering from
Thursday, October 13, 2022
Saturday, October 8, 2022
Monday, August 1, 2022
Sunday, July 31, 2022
Thursday, July 21, 2022
Tuesday, July 19, 2022
Monday, July 18, 2022
Sunday, July 17, 2022
Some one
must of been in the service
because she had a flag
it was folded a certain kind
of a way. She kept it in
this drawer in the front room
I think the knife incident
is the reason she was diagnosed with mental
illness. That was the onset.
coulda been the reason why I hated school
from that point on
Now as I look back at this
instead of her going to jail
and being charged criminally
not having proper access to services
back then.
I don't know what Mother did if
anything prior to the knife incident
although I heard of another incident
which caused her to leave Detroit and
come here.
I remember being called
out of class and sitting in the back seat
a car by St. Luke A.M.E. Zion Church
we sat I believe it was me Albert and Yvette
we waited in the car while Mother was being
arrested
Next memory being
in school at Sheldon someone picking
on Albert and Marjorie going up to
the school to confront the principal with
a knife because he failed to stop her
son for being bullied
Next kinda of memory is sad
of the person whom I was told was my dad
passed away.
I was young before I was in school
I was a baby
I've never seen any pictures of myself as a
baby but if my grandsons are any indication
I probably was a cute baby
I remember people looking and responding
how people normally respond when they see
babies
My earliest memory
and I have had this memory all my life
of being a baby wrapped in a blanket
in some ones arms traveling on what I always
thought was a air plane
but was later told was a train
Friday, July 15, 2022
Mother
is the reason I graduated
she didn't say much
when she was on those meds
so when she asked me to stop fighting
and graduate
she knew I didn't like school
and said what she didn't like to do
I did what I could from that moment
to get enough credits to graduate
The last time I
got kicked out they were like one more fight
I would probably have to go to an alternative
school
I got suspended from
middle school and high school
for fighting with boys
both times I scratch their faces so bad
they asked if I had some kind of weapon
when I told them that it was my fingernails
they made me cut them and kicked me out of
school
Thursday, July 14, 2022
But when one document
addresses Mr/Mrs
and it should say Johnson
it just says
Mr/Mrs : to the parents of
as if to insinuate
they didn't know who my parents were
This document asked for a student
number
student number is crossed out
above it is written SS and they wrote a
different social security number
Two things about these records
there are documents with Mothers signature
but not her hand writing
this is a document from ceta a work program
where I received credit towards graduation
that document has for me a different
social security number
The single subject
tests
in those fucked up mortgage papers
you referred to me as the subject
it said something to the effect
that the subject lived so many feet
from Henry School/ Henry Padeia
Tuesday, July 12, 2022
Sunday, July 10, 2022
Thursday, July 7, 2022
Now I have asked
my "oldest sister about this adoption
situation.
what I will say
Mr Enos Johnson
she said was her Dad
and he died when she was 6 months old
Sunday, July 3, 2022
FDR married his fifth cousin
once removed
I don't know what that term means
once removed or twice removed
I've heard it before
but yeah no
not his fifth cousin
Filibuster
2 a: the use of extreme dilatory tactics in an
attempt to delay or prevent action especially
in a legislative assembly
dilatory
tending or intended to cause delay
Friday, July 1, 2022
Three blood pressure
pills back
half of it was a water pill
I have water retention and I have a
call in to the doctor and waiting
for a response
fix it
dam
wtf
Wednesday, June 29, 2022
Evidence new information
means nothing
all the evidence they have against
donald trump inciting a riot and he still
walking around free
the odds are stacked against me
I will never see justice
Saturday, June 25, 2022
Friday, June 17, 2022
Wednesday, June 15, 2022
Tuesday, June 14, 2022
So when they asked me
if I wanted to go too the hospital
I respectively declined
I can't
I have had my fair share
I have seen the light
on the carbon monoxide alarm go red before
but it must not have been strong enough
to set off the alarm
I always keep the window
open
winter spring summer fall the window is open
always I like a air flow
but I was instructed to close it by the
911 operator to close the window and go
outside
close the window so they could get an accurate
reading and as soon as they walked in their
instruments started beeping
Everyone needs a carbon monoxide alarm
alarm
please call the fire department if you don't
have one
I believe they install them for free
All of a sudden
the carbon monoxide alarm started going off
I called my daughter
she called maintenance
I called 911
and yes there was a gas leak from the hot
water heater
When I returned from the walk
took a cold bath and put on my pj's
I still was unsettled and for nothing reason I
went outside on the balcony a couple times
was thinking about sitting on the balcony
hot outside
The Lord put on my heart today
with a since of urgency to go outside
hot as it was and is I had to go outside
so as hot as it was I took a walk
I thought that I was crazy to go out in this
heat and walk but GOD
Monday, June 13, 2022
Unemployment office
those taxes that I didn't file
my first reaction when I got them
was who the fuck did you give that
money to because it sure wasn't me
I eventually thought regardless I
have to file them or be penalized
bit that bullet
Saturday, June 11, 2022
Birds done took to
about stalking me man
because they know I know
their bird friends are stuck in the top
of the fireplace
I feel like I'm in
a bad movie
and in the bad movie I feel like
my life my birth rights my identity
have been stolen
and in the bad movie the very
thiefish people watch my every move
and in the bad movie ect ect ect
done just done
All I know is that Mother
had bunions
I have bunions
and my daughter has bunions
don't take that as a green light
to be lookin at our feet
I started the first blog
trying to document the things that were
going on and shut it down because of the
things
going on in hopes that the..basically the
attacks would stop but no
same shit different day
If it wasn't for all these lies
my blood pressure would probably go down
lies from birth
know wonder my pressure is high
I'm sure medicine is suppose
to make one better
I don't want a new disease
I don't want to now take another pill
because of the side effects to the second
medication because of the first
does that make sense
I don't know
you had one symptom
now you on 5 different meds
because of the side effects to the first pill
you took
Medicine isn't exclusively
prescribed to me
but me personally
would rather have high blood pressure
which I could work on bringing down
than have bleeding gums blindness night sweats
death
you might not have high blood pressure anymore
but your dead
Waiting to hear
from the Central Adoption Registry
in Michigan
they have so many days in which to respond
Friday, June 10, 2022
The bluebird
was just on the balcony
I couldn't take the picture because I
was on the phone making the appointment
for what better be the full body scan
It was the blurriness
in both eyes this morning
not normal
now I got get this shit out of my system
really
Thursday, June 9, 2022
So we have
good government
bad government
and I was told in the past
by one of the men from mercantile
this is government
I suppose he didn't mean the good ones
Spectrum Health survey
no my needs weren't addressed
my eye hurts today and yesterday
this will not be happening every day
yall better figure it the fuck out
To the feds
you're up next
city state feds
if the certificate of live birth
came from the state
federal government needs to do
something
obviously
Wednesday, June 8, 2022
The pills
you prescribed for sleep
is not helping the night sweats
so your not addressing the problem
Lawyer
one whose profession is to conduct lawsuits for clients or to advise as to legal rights and obligations in other matters
Unemployment office
git yall rabbit ass shit together
stop harassing me
and pay me my fucking money
crooked lying bitches
Bill
3:a draft of a law presented to a legislature for enactment
enact: to make (as a bill) into law
Sunday, June 5, 2022
Now the birth certificate
with the foot prints
that say 7 and a half pounds
19 and a half length/inches
so your aborting full term babies
Law
definition
a binding custom or practice of a community:
a rule of conduct or action prescribed or
formally recognized as binding or enforced
by a controlling authority
is the controlling authorities the people
voted into the positions by the community
So pertaining to cloning
someone tried it
and a law was written to say
basically not too do it again?
There has to be a problem
that didn't exist before
let's use guns and school shootings
didn't exist when I was in school
so law's have to be written to ban
assault rifles and the legal age of one
that might obtain this or similar weapons
What good is the laws
if the very people writing them are not abiding by them
and sit idly by knowing a crime is taking place
Saturday, June 4, 2022
Friday, June 3, 2022
Verifying my identity today
the passport should be the ID of all IDs
I would of sent a copy of the certificate of live birth but I believe it has been altered
with that small ass print pertaining to being an a
The last
procedure where you stuck a tube down my nose to the throat and I was conscious and given very little numbing aid you left me traumatized
that was bull shit
and we ain't doin bull shit no more
Right about now
I believe I have a piece of that needle in my body.
my body has responded by vomiting,issues with digesting food,terrorizing night sweats,and the pain in the right eye every other day that feels like I'm being polked in the eye with the very same needle
Saturday, May 28, 2022
Friday, May 27, 2022
Thursday, May 26, 2022
Tuesday, May 17, 2022
Now I know I have a way
of expressing myself
but it does not compare to the way Mother would put a string of cuss words together
not for the faint of heart or virgin ears
I have never heard it like that since
it was
cock sucking mutha fucking crooked rotten dirty sonofabitches (referring to outside entities) my ears would burn
I thought it was all one bad long cuss word
ewe wee
Sunday, May 15, 2022
The environment in which
I grew up in was not healthy to say the least
it's a reason I felt like Cinderella
Saturday, May 14, 2022
Um suppose tell you that
my "mother" has a history of mental illness
bitches she is not my real mother
and poisoned me
to try and make me crazy to keep the lie going
what the fuck
I'll be the talking fetus
Mother wasn't a hugger
our first hug I remember I was a grown adult
it got easier after that
I never pretty much knew a normal Marjorie outside of her "mental illness"
every six months she would be committed to kent oaks and every year
Kalamazoo state hospital
Mother used to say
when my baby referring to myself gets grown that I would tell the story. I didn't know what that meant of course but agreed with her to soothe her because of her "mental illness "
and here we are
Don't bring children into a
world where they fall through the cracks
of the system and the government steals their identity
and fraudulently uses their information
I requested a copy of my birth certificate
and I got a certificate of live birth
with that MCL 333 2882 which blended into the border of the certificate
because I have never seen my birth certificate when I got this document 7yrs ago I thought it was my birth certificate that I requested and paid for.
still today I don't have my birth certificate
Pro-choice
don't force women to have babies
don't bring babies into a fucked up world
where they become victims of a fucked up adoption system
Saturday, April 30, 2022
I feel like I just woke up after
being in a coma for fifty something years and not knowing who the fuck I am how the fuck I got here or where the fuck I came from
If this is how one is too find out
that they are adopted
with a magnifying glass
and this certificate of live birth
not the birth certificate I requested
still haven't seen it
I'm pretty fucked up about it
and this is the world I live in
oh well
Must of read
all of Nancy Drew and the Hardy Brothers Boys
shit Sherlock Holmes is probably the reason I got a magnifying glass today
In my mind as a child
I got awards in school
they were burned
in the incinerator
in the basement on Sheldon
I pleaded with Mother/ Marjorie
she practically drug me with her
so it's a memory that no one can confirm
Now I get that I'm not supposed
to be alive
makes since to me
considering the fact that people have tried to kill me
also I have had two people look at me as if I were a ghost
I will never forget the expression on their face
once when I was at a protest and a guy was in a car stopped at a light he kept looking at me and looking at that light like hurry up and change I just remember how he was looking at me like I was a ghost
the other time
the lady at the housing commission
blood drained from her face
when I was asking questions about the
yea that bullshit
the look on their faces is etched in my mind
Oh yeah I read books for 5 years
before I went back to school at cornerstone university including dam near every book in the library at New Hope Baptist Church. And afterwards I put that library card to use
Houston
it's a problem
If I abducted a child
I would probably have to create a new identity for that child.
new name
new age
fake documents
you know shit like that
this is real and real talk
really fucked up
and probably what happened to me
fucking liars
lying from the very beginning of my life
Wednesday, April 20, 2022
Consul
an official appointed by a government to reside in a foreign country to represent the commercial interests of citizens of the appointing country
Now the man has been here
checking on the birds in the fireplace about a week ago or so. To my surprise at that time he didn't see anything.
well upon further observation I see what's going on
they are not stuck
they have access in and out by way of the chimney and they make their presence known every morning
Tuesday, April 19, 2022
Ombudsman
a government official appointed to receive and investigate complaints made by individuals against abuse or capricious acts of public officials
Sunday, April 17, 2022
Adopted or stolen
trust in the lord with all thine heart
and lean not unto thine own understanding
but Lord can you please make it make sense
Saturday, April 16, 2022
You can reach me
by airways
by trailway
cross the desert
and the pond shit
but you can't call or text
I don't care how it reaches me
you better send help
Friday, April 15, 2022
Thursday, April 14, 2022
As much as we love Ben Crump
He should never be here for
such a tragedy as this
never wanted him here for that reason
And if these post are going out
today 4-14
that is a problem
because I'm sure I'm suppose to be cut off from the world
DNA NOT MATCHING
not matching up as it should to the people who have taken the test
we have the same people in tree but DNA not matching
Thursday, April 7, 2022
My grown adult children are
15 years apart
when my son was 17
my daughter was 2
I never understood what they had in common to argue about
I didn't know if she thought she was 17 or he thought he was 2
when he got of age he told me he never liked my spaghetti.
I could understand that. Back then we only had tomato paste no prego or ragu sauce. But when my daughter said she never liked waffles I was shocked because I bought them a lot.
I thought I was giving options.
The dynamics of parenting
Wednesday, April 6, 2022
Medical gaslighting
symptoms dismissed by doctors
or not taken seriously
hmm I know a little bit about that
Tuesday, April 5, 2022
I heard a sweet melody this morning
from the birds in the fire place
it's obvious I can't get no help
but can someone please help these birds
Tuesday, March 15, 2022
Monday, March 14, 2022
I'm not trying to throw shade
on the doctor because he is a spectrum health doctor.
right now I probably should look for a new doctor. I'm not sure they have my best interest at heart. and I'm sure he's more loyal to his paycheck
Unemployment agency IT
unlock my account
reset my password to all accounts
it goes no further than the department of motor vehicles and stops there
And that's why I left spectrum
unemployment office spectrum new this
the state of Michigan new this
and it's still a lump in my arm
and I developed an illness from working
at your hospitals
If the doctor tells you
to quit your job because something there was causing you to become ill
what would you do
My funds are cut off
but the card reads like a credit card
credit card was an option to choose from the list. I'm assuming you closed it.
it's not an option anymore.
did you just cut someone else's funding
via credit card
Thursday, March 10, 2022
My phone my computer
my life
all fucked over
I have nothing
I must not be nothing
and nothing from nothing leaves
nothing
you got it all
After you rape and rob me daily
you call and ask
am I depressed
no but my stomach is raw
from you fucking me everyday
Being fucked from the top down
state of Michigan
city of grand rapids
housing commission
banks
spectrum health
broad daylight
all day long
everyday
everyday
Fifth third
I got my new card with another name change that I did not request or authorize
Yvonne Alice Johnson
When the card left Ohio it had a
daily cash limit of $810
daily purchase limit $5000
where are the funds being diverted to
because it's not making its way to me
call them here is their number
Wednesday, March 9, 2022
Tuesday, March 8, 2022
Double dipping
same shit
two entities
no need to talk to you Paul
because I already did this
with the other mentioned person at the other place
Charli did you know this
Paul Gorley
you called me yesterday at 7:30am
but you can't call today 8;30am for our scheduled appointment
now what
Monday, March 7, 2022
Saturday, March 5, 2022
Don't get it twisted
don't mistake madness for sadness
don't mistake oppression for depression
I have a right to be upset
Friday, March 4, 2022
Fifth third Spotify
want they money
when you closed that old account.
issued new card new
you brought them over manually to the last card
It took for me to start working
at notions Marketing part time making less money but working my ass off
same kinda hours
paycheck was like right
I deducted what would of been for insurance and meals(:
yeah
after that I couldn't get no more extra hours
I couldn't get full time
like it's a cap on how much I'm allowed to make
We take
a little from the checking account
a little bit from the pay check
she will never know
she to busy working
I worked my ass off at spectrum
and no matter what or how many hours I worked
I always came up short
could never get my check to be a certain amount
Voya Financial statement
says annual salary
yet the w-2 says
= 5,465.02
where is the rest of my money
hourly/salary
Wednesday, March 2, 2022
The card is being replaced
because of charges that are not mine.
bank statement, a check and deposit/withdrawal slip is not the same
Fifth third reiterating
our just had conversation
I don't share the account with anyone
to my knowledge I only have one account which I assume is a checking account
and my name is
Yvonne Alice Johnson
the card we are replacing
the one that had Yvonne Johnson-Blair
I didn't ask for the name change
it was done without my authorization
So when I talk about identity theft
my reference point is our birth certificate assuming they all look the same.
on the back where it talks about several legislative laws.
they must of put it on there for a reason
Tuesday, March 1, 2022
Friday, February 25, 2022
You called me at 8:30am
your office doesn't open until 9am
you call me from an unrecognizable number that I can't call back.
umhm
can yall come up with better language
because when you say medical examiner
my mind immediately goes to dead bodies
Thursday, February 24, 2022
Dear blog
I went all around the world today looking for work in an unconventional way.
I ended up on Cherry street "online". In the building where, well, I ended up in that building a few years back. Where someone in that building told me about Mitch and Allison.
They told me that Mitch and Allison had moved.
And the property I inquired about was vacant for 2 years. Yet as I stood in that building they was still in that house.
And yet I learned something else
And to know this new information
really hurt my feelings
Wednesday, February 23, 2022
Rescheduling the appointment
again because
I made the appointment
something about that W-2
something seems off
something about this bank looking on camera at every transaction
takes to much time
I have the bite the bullet
move the needle
so I can get this W-2
Would I rather
be sane
or be insane
a genius
or a lunatic
drive a person crazy
or put them in an environment where they can
survive and thrive
Charli can we make a
4-way call? me,you and two of these government agencies. We can kill two birds with one stone.
Move the needle make a decision
you bitches put me in this trick bag
don't hold me up because of what you did to me
sorry for throwing up for months damaging the insides of my body for life. Excuse me for being sick.
working on my resume
I have worked so many jobs some don't even make the resume.
Amazing
nothing matters
any and everything goes
no holds bar
snatch and grab
free for all
ok I get and I am to expect less
Must be close to the truth
got yo gerrymandering
got yo voter suppression
got yo government fraud
and Mr. G just brought it full circle with the last phone call.
And here I am
Crime + punishment
seem one-sided to me
same people doing the crime is the same ones doing the punishment at least in my experience
Monday, February 21, 2022
Crime and punishment
June 11th 2021 post
crime and punishment is the documentary that was yanked off the TV that day
Saturday, February 19, 2022
White and black kids fighting at the mall
black kid wrestled to the ground with a knee on his back
white kid gets a pat on the back and a seat on the bench
It's because I'm black
that I'm being scrutinized
and I am not getting the help I need
if I was a white woman I wouldn't be going thru this harassment
Thursday, February 17, 2022
Still in pain
still waiting on the explanation of results from test in November
still waiting on the explanation of results from test in January
still waiting on the explanation of the results from the last 3 part 4-5 hours long test on February 6th.
still recovering
not as fast as I hope
Friday, February 11, 2022
To the 7 people that read this
thanks for your listening ear or should I say your reading eyes.
what do I believe my lying eyes
or the lying government
Backlash
a sudden violent backward movement or reaction
all of a sudden it's a problem
after I have jumped thru the hoop 7 times over
I feel like me against the world
or at most me against the government
I have ptsd
because of the governments ability to do what ever they want
post traumatic stress disorder
Thursday, February 10, 2022
One more thing
when I requested a copy of my birth certificate I thought I was gonna get a copy of a old birth certificate from 1964 not something that was typed up that day
silly me
Enos Johnson/Earl Couch
yes these two names has just come up again in conversation.
Mr.Couch was my dad until 1978
In 1978 my records changed and a one Mr. Enos Johnson came into the picture and said he was my dad.
In my Bible is random name Myrtle Johnson.
I wonder if Enos Johnson knows Myrtle Johnson
yet another question I will never get the answer to.
Oh well such is life in the neighborhood
The advice given to me
last week. I didn't mean to hurry you off the phone but what you suggested I had already tried. I am a black woman in a gentrificated neighborhood in america. Not in Hollywood not in Bollywood but in the neighborhood. I guess the mere fact that you mentioned pre.. len..
is the best I could hope for.
Thanks for your time
Sir
Random lady in the store
yesterday started talking to me like she knew me. I didn't know her nor any of the people she named. She asked me what church I go to.
I said I don't go to church. She looked at kinda funny and said everybody has a twin.
Well maybe that twin is using one of these other names.
And for the record I am the church.
The church is not a building.
My government name
is Yvonne Alice Johnson
not Yvone Johnson-Blair
Yvonne Johnson-Blair
people are changing my name without my authorization and I am locked out of accounts I should have access to. The one with the President as the password.
Thursday, February 3, 2022
Integrated Healthcare
My Spectrum Health Doctor should of been able to call Mercy Health. Know matter what hospital I'm in I should be able to communicate with my Dr.
Monday, January 31, 2022
Hiring and firing practices
picking and choosing my battles
one day I'm laid off due to illness
the next day I quit because of illness
how did I resign when you never received a letter of resignation from me but I got one from you telling me I resigned
just because you said that shit
does not mean that it's true
stop fucking employees
Sometimes we need all hands on deck
any way you piece it together I mean any way you bless me Lord I'll be satisfied
And might I add for the record
I was just at Cherry street Heart of the City.
Their client service office, let's just say I'm grateful for their help as well.
Dr. C is my Spectrum Health Doc
but the afternoon/evening I went to the emergency room to get fluids he called me from a Metro Health number. I remember because our call got dropped. He told me to get to the nearest emergency room and I ended up at Mercy Health where I was treated by the Residents.
Doctor's in training.
Sunday, January 30, 2022
I may not look sick today
I hope to never throw up again
and I might throw up tomorrow
you can't tell that I'm still light headed and my stomach is still tender just by looking at me.
that has been a problem in the past
not looking like I got hit by a bus
but feeling like it
Didn't know that Dr. King's Mom
was murdered in church on a Sunday while she was playing the Lords prayer on the organ. I must be the last person to know this.
Monday, January 24, 2022
Government fraud
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN THE GOVERNMENT IS FRAUDULENTLY USING YOUR INFORMATION
DO I GO TO THE POLICE
WHAT THE FUCK
Sunday, January 23, 2022
Thursday, January 20, 2022
Just so we all on the same page
appointment you told me that was 8:45
that you scheduled for 8:15
is now 1:00 TODAY
Sunday, January 16, 2022
What happens when you don't have a diagnosis
my experience is that they turn on you the bedside manner is accusatory toward you. like it's my fault that I'm sick
Abandoned by the health care system
my experience with the health care professions has been very sad. I was always under the impression that when you are sick you seek medical assistance you tell them your symptoms and they come up with a diagnosis but what happens when they have no answer.
Sunday, January 2, 2022
I was still sick when I started a new job
I was still sick from the old job when I started a new trying to keep it moving.
They sent me home to heal and told me to come back the following week.
man
crazy number 2 crazy
Needless to say I weighed 90
pounds by the time I made it to the doctor. That last time I threw up messed me up pretty badly to say the least. I got the endoscopy and it was normal and my last doctor's visit I weighed 97 we gave 2 pounds to my jacket and boots so we rounded it down to 95. That was before the holidays so prayerfully its a little bit more by now. Thank you guys for your prayers and concern
I quit my hospital job back
in October. back in October was the last time I threw up. I told that to a old co-worker over the holidays when she asked if I was working at the other location. Her response was that it was to bad that my system could not handle it. She blamed me basically. It's been on my mind since. Maybe my system wasn't designed to intake toxicity and that it's unfortunate that she has had to because she worked there for over 20 plus years and her system has adjusted to the toxins
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