You see me and my son

 Bringing in groceries 

Reminder to self

 I don't matter 

So

 You betta figure it the fuck out 

And if you are there jamarie

 I won't be 

If you are at my son's house

 If he cooks for Thanksgiving 

But

 Dam

I love

 The Lord 

What happened to me

 At church 

So what happened

 To the churches beauty 

So he was describing

 The church once beautiful like a beautiful woman 

An allegory

 Is a story