When I do get outside

 You don't know what a struggle for me 

But I

 Get up every day 

And the paper I got from the doctor

 Said the "mass" on my arm is getting bigger 

I expect

 To much 

But from what I'm being told

 This is normal 

The insurance company

 Gave me another place to call and yeah blah blah blah 

Well I called the insurance company

 Again 

In the meantime

 I get a call from the resident doctors 221 Michigan st

She recommends

 No one but my insurance company says that there is a specialist in the same office 

Instead of my doctor

 Recommending the hand specialist in her office building 

I need to see basically

 A  hand surgeon