It I

 Doesn't don't 

Matter 

Only to be told

 That I've missed appointments 

I've showed up

 For appointments had phone conferences turned in documents 

I've asked

 For help 

I feel invisible

 Like I don't exist 

And

 The hits just keep coming 

That

 All has been done 

Well

 I'm crying 

Ima try not to cry

 But it is very frustrating 

So the way she

 Spelled and pronounced looks like what ancestry has 

Mother

 Pronounced her name with 3 syllables