and I felt like

If I told you who helped me

You would go behind my back and try and undo that help 

and when I did get help

You yelled at me again demanding that I tell you who helped me 

none of it

Is funny 

cruel

Cruelty 

so yes

I can relate to her story 

I'm sure the woman

On the other end of the phone heard how you were yelling at me 

and when I called

That same place that I had already called and you told me to go from your office 

and when I told you that

I had already called you told me to go in person 

one place

I had already called 

you not only did not help

You told me to go to 3 other organizations and ask them for help 

and the day we sat down

And I thought I was going to receive help you not only did not help me you double down with a story about staff members and patrons said something about me being or doing what I'm still not clear