Saturday, April 30, 2022
If this is how one is too find out
that they are adopted
with a magnifying glass
and this certificate of live birth
not the birth certificate I requested
still haven't seen it
I'm pretty fucked up about it
and this is the world I live in
oh well
Must of read
all of Nancy Drew and the Hardy Brothers Boys
shit Sherlock Holmes is probably the reason I got a magnifying glass today
In my mind as a child
I got awards in school
they were burned
in the incinerator
in the basement on Sheldon
I pleaded with Mother/ Marjorie
she practically drug me with her
so it's a memory that no one can confirm
Now I get that I'm not supposed
to be alive
makes since to me
considering the fact that people have tried to kill me
also I have had two people look at me as if I were a ghost
I will never forget the expression on their face
once when I was at a protest and a guy was in a car stopped at a light he kept looking at me and looking at that light like hurry up and change I just remember how he was looking at me like I was a ghost
the other time
the lady at the housing commission
blood drained from her face
when I was asking questions about the
yea that bullshit
the look on their faces is etched in my mind
Oh yeah I read books for 5 years
before I went back to school at cornerstone university including dam near every book in the library at New Hope Baptist Church. And afterwards I put that library card to use
Houston
it's a problem
If I abducted a child
I would probably have to create a new identity for that child.
new name
new age
fake documents
you know shit like that
this is real and real talk
really fucked up
and probably what happened to me
fucking liars
lying from the very beginning of my life
Wednesday, April 20, 2022
Consul
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