In my mind as a child

I got awards in school they were burned in the incinerator in the basement on Sheldon I pleaded with Mother/ Marjorie she practically drug me with her so it's a memory that no one can confirm

Now I get that I'm not supposed

to be alive makes since to me considering the fact that people have tried to kill me also I have had two people look at me as if I were a ghost I will never forget the expression on their face once when I was at a protest and a guy was in a car stopped at a light he kept looking at me and looking at that light like hurry up and change I just remember how he was looking at me like I was a ghost the other time the lady at the housing commission blood drained from her face when I was asking questions about the yea that bullshit the look on their faces is etched in my mind

Oh yeah I read books for 5 years

before I went back to school at cornerstone university including dam near every book in the library at New Hope Baptist Church. And afterwards I put that library card to use Houston it's a problem

My library card

has to be renewed at some point

If I abducted a child

I would probably have to create a new identity for that child. new name new age fake documents you know shit like that this is real and real talk really fucked up and probably what happened to me fucking liars lying from the very beginning of my life

Someone once told me

that everything I new was a lie everything

Apparently I have had to fight

from the very moment I was taken from the womb

Consul

an official appointed by a government to reside in a foreign country to represent the commercial interests of citizens of the appointing country

Now the man has been here

checking on the birds in the fireplace about a week ago or so. To my surprise at that time he didn't see anything. well upon further observation I see what's going on they are not stuck they have access in and out by way of the chimney and they make their presence known every morning

Ombudsman

a government official appointed to receive and investigate complaints made by individuals against abuse or capricious acts of public officials

Adopted or stolen

trust in the lord with all thine heart and lean not unto thine own understanding but Lord can you please make it make sense