I left a note for the thief

 And he got a attitude when he read it 

I don't

 Journal and more 

And the rest is

 Did you ID me on the block yesterday 

I think he broke in

 And read it 

I wrote my thoughts down

 Yesterday on a piece of paper about the toilet paper thief 

You have invaded

 Their privacy 

So if you read someone else's

 Journal 

A journal is a person's private

 Thoughts 

Read

 My journal 

That is

 Until I realized that the people I lived with 

I journaled for years

 I use to love Journaling 

I

 Can't do both 

Help Lord

 You fight my battles so I can battle this pain 

LORD

 I cannot fight this pain and people 

You

 Have a twin 

Where did the time go

 Whose keeping track 

Take a hour here

 Take a hour there 

Take a little here

 Take a day there 

The guitars

 Were beautiful 

Then she

 Just walked out 

Walked in that bitch

 Like she was casing it 

Then the other

 Lady 

I was in a one bank

 And a woman walked in and asked if they had a bathroom 

Some normal shit

 Happened 

Well then

 I think it's ok

Well Lord

 If you don't see anything wrong with this picture 

She

 Won't miss it 

One potato

 Two potatoes 

A little here

 A little there 

Then its okay for you

 To steal my toilet paper 

So if the government steals from me

 Stealing is dummied down 

From me

 Or the store 

Neighbor

 Where you get your toilet paper 

A little here a little there

From the top nobody care it won't be missed 

Dummy down Dummy down

 Dummy down 

And the trauma

 Is normalized 

In one day

 PTSD

3 people he knew died

 Traumatized 

And the man said

 He watched as one of died 

Where he shared with me

 3 people died

It was a normal

 Conversation 

That day

 From drugs 

I say about a week an a half

 A  man told me people he knew had died 

Who

 Really gives a fuck 

A child died

 But we would rather 

Its ok

 It is OK 

Like its normal

 To abuse children nobody knew you had 

Oh kk

 I got it 

But it is okay for you

 To sit on the corner smoking Crack and talk to yourself 

It's not normal

 For me to have a walking stick 

So I'm not trying to

 Offend anyone 

I

 Am hopeless like a penny with a whole in it 

I heard baby died

 Of child abuse on the news and the neighbors said they didn't even know she had kids 

And just for the record bitch

 I don't need a stick a cane or a walker to bust you in yo head 

Or you came up with that stupid shit

 On your own 

Did somebody pay you to stand there

 And make that dumb ass comment 

Lost and found

 OMG I love it 

Clothing and accessories

 Story Television 

It certainly is

 A lot of them 

For being my

 Self 

Shame on you

 For trying to shame me 

Thanks for

 Stressing me out 

I was fine today

 Until I checked my message

FUCK YOU

 AND YOU 

YOU CAN CALL ME AND

 TELL ME WHAT THIS NEW TEST IS FOR ALONG WITH THE RESULTS OF MY LAST TEST 

FUCK YOUR NEW

TEST 

WHEN YOU HAVEN'T

 TOLD ME THE GOD DAM RESULTS OF THE LAST TEST 

YOU CAN NOT FUCKIN

 CALL ME ABOUT A NEW FUCKIN TEST 

THIS IS WHATS

 WRONG 

Is it at a museum

 So we can see it 

Is the Jim Crow plaque

 Stored somewhere because it used to be right at the banks entrance 

So I could see

 Where this appointment is 

I had to ride the bus

 All the way to the Veterans Home and back 

Well

 Because I have an appointment on the medical mile 

Well now the

 Art work at central station 

I'm look for the artist name

 Next time I'm that way 

I'm at the bus station alot

 And I just saw that for the first time yesterday 

They just found some

 Dinosaur bones 

The story television channel

 Not making it better 

Can I be a part of the

 Dig

Excavators

 Ima put on my paleontology pants 

Get that

 Oil outta the 

Bitch

 You thieving too

No I didn't

 Drop anything 

Shout out to

 DJ Cassidy 

Part

 Indian 

We

 Got thru it 

At

 Another location 

Was

 What it was 

The

 Eye glass exam 

Not

 Rayban

Not

 Prada 

Not

 Gucci 

Once a

 Fan always a fan 

Who

 Would know 

I am a

 Elvis Presley fan

Yall

 Foul

Is it

 Elvis Presley 

Hello

 Hi

.....

 Musco Stella skeletal ortho gym 

I should

 Be at a gym 

To let you know

 If 

Then

 Well I didn't know how much pain I was really in

Of

 The gym 

Now had you told me

 I first would have wanted a tour 

I'm suspended from a gym

 That I didn't even know I was a member of 

My head aching

 From my eyes hurting 

My eyes have been

 So strained hurting 

I didn't want them to see

 Me crying 

I had to walk a different

 Way after picking up my glasses 

Thank you

 To the Family and Pediatrics Eyecare Center 

That was some real

 Crackhead shit 

They jokes

 Too

Well

 The State 

A cane

 One size fits all

My body was being

 Crushed in its center 

Maybe your

 Not acting 

Yall acting like

 Real bitches 

Modern marvel invention of

 Glue 

Recommending

 Shawshank redemption as a movie to watch this wknd 

Sanitary pads

 Comes to mind 

Could be you

 If you steal people's ideas and call it yours

And if you are wondering

 Who they are 

Am I watching TV

 Or is the TV watching me 

Where am I moving to

 This time 

And

 Where am I going 

Is it

 Trinity health 

Trinity hill

St Mary's 

I'm sorry for missing appointments

 I need answers 

I didn't go to the 3

 Options you gave me 

I want to use it toward

 My glasses 

I couldn't use my humana

 Spending allowance card toward my glasses cause 

Did he just sprint

 To the bus with that cane 

Money laundering

 Does that mean you wash the money 

Yeah you are the father

 But we know who his dad is 

How many children does

 The pastor have 

Where there is

 Smoke 

Is it a fire

 Somewhere in the building 

Child

 Support 

You

 Owe 

I didn't fuck her

 You did pastor 

You couldn't keep your dick

 In your pants 

Not my

 Problem 

I think that's his

 Moms name 

Pastor Parker

 You slept with patty 

Not

 My problem 

Uh

 Raised him as his son 

Darius

 My x 

Let's start

 There 

He

 Is your son 

It is

 What it is 

Sorry

 But 

Pastor Parker

 Is Darius father 

Had not been for them

 I probably would of come unglued 

Thank God for the

 Group of children on the bus 

Can we just skip thru

 A couple hours 

Ground hog

 Days 

Ching

 Ching 

Cause I be hearing them coins

 Falling 

But it must be a person

 Underneath wit a bucket 

The ATM

 Doesn't give out change 

You should be able

 To take what you dish out 

They fucked with me

 First 

Because I don't

 Just randomly talk about people 

A

 Conversation 

They highjackers

 They will high jack 

They seek attention

 They want to be noticed  want to be seen 

No he was

 Weird 

After the bomb

 Well he seemed normal 

We busy

 Doing dumb shit 

The next

 Timothy Mc...

And if you are older

 Set an example bitch 

And if you are my age

 Stop fuckin with people grow up and get a fuckin life 

If you are not my age

 Go find a woman equal to you and mess with and pick on her 

If you are a man

 Go mess and pick on some one equal to you 

If you white

 You right 

Must be that

 Privilege 

Must be

 Nice 

It runs

 But never leaves the parking lot 

How do you keep that

 Truck running 

Be internet troll hacker

 Glue sniffing bitch 

Instead of working for

 Microsoft soft Google you'd rather 

Oh oh oh

 He the hacker 

I'm sure fat boy

 Feeding some of these bugs thru the wall

To be buried at

 Wounded knee 

Remember

 I want to be 

I'm left here

 To die 

Oh

 They not talking to me 

Huh

 Did somebody say something 

They probably

 Both have keys 

Check first the neighbor

 Or maintenance 

If poisoned or

 Drugged 

So food tampering

 If poisoned again 

Anything happened to me

 They in the building 

Murders

 In the building 

Maybe the rusted

 Family Dollar pot 

Not even safe

 For a lunch 

White paper

 Bag

The bag marked

 Not safe for children 

To get my clothes

 Cleaned 

How much do I gotta

 Pay 

Because he been washing

 For days 

My neighbor must be running

 A laundry service 

What you gonna do

 Bitch 

You pussy

 Little bitch 

Weak ass

 Nigga

Shit ain't fuckin normal

 Why Donald Trump have a motherfucket shoot him in the ear 

Devastated

 Can't get shit done 

Racketeering

 Motherfuckers

How much did that black bitch

 Dope boy pay you to fuck with the air conditioner 

Do you work here

 Or did you just show up and start doing shit 

Got them taxes

 But property taxes taken out 

Dear toilet paper stealer

 Your Mia at the gas station