But I appreciated

 The zoom court because sometimes my feet don't cooperate 

On

 Court tv 

They talkin

 Bout the people who represent themselves in court 

I had zoom court

 Um 

If I could

 Stomach a pill

Idk

 How to spell 

A thousand milligrams

 Of ibpro

Not always about smoke and mirrors

 

I hope they stop slamming the cabinet

 I been hoping for over a year 

Hope deferred

 

Outside influence

 They yell something you slam the cabinet 

All day

 Above my head behind the mirror  or both 

Connect

 The dots 

And give to

.......

You would take it

 From me 

And if I had

 The million dollar penny 

What does

 Harassment look like 

You

 You crackhead bitch 

Your dad

 Crackhead 

If your mama

 Was a crackhead 

I would like to believe that

 

Thanks

 I'm watching 

Ok

 WGVU

Happy black history

 

 

God Morning

 

Nice

 For you behind a wall

Fighting back tears

 Because I want to be free

The struggle is real yall

 The struggle is real 

 

 

Trying to keep my stress level under control

 

These are the best

 

 

 

 

 

Apparently ima owe

 Till ima hundred and fifty 

So I remember

 The man came out the building walking fast I see him about running made me do the same 

Downtown

 Has changed 

And the bottom

 Hasn't stopped falling from my life since 

Didn't stick around

 For the confirmation to see if the fax went through 

So I faxed the papers

 From a place 

And they

 Wouldn't fax the papers 

So I had went

 To fax something to God only knows who at this point from that 5th floor 

I was i guess

 Getting advice going back and forth to that 5th floor. 

So I was downtown

 Going to the courthouse 5th floor and the guy who was walking fast and i kinda ran to the door for some reason to get through the door first 

If I think about it

 I know about the Consumer financial protection bureau 

I reached out to them in regards to a financial matter 

I got the number from the 5th floor at the 

Yeah so I called 

 

 

I mean I'm watching

 The movie white chicks on the bounce network 

White chick's

 Is on bounce 

After they reopen the Department of Education

 Can I get information about my student loans and my college credits 

They left

 Trash upstairs 

 

I like

 That movie 

Thumbs up to

 Above the rim

I

 Have a tendency to put my foot in my mouth 

I mean

 I have it on the off 

The heat is

 Off

Elon Musk

 Can you call Humana and ask them about my money 

I

 Can't 

Maybe Elon Musk

 Can get thru to Medicare 

Just from a couple days

 Of pause should free up $$$$$$$$$€

Can we get help

 From the money saved from the pause 

You the only aid

 In that country 

And you see

 The United States aid on the ground in another country 

And you live in

 The United States 

When

 You that motherfuckin bitch that need help 

He ask me how I was doing

 I took a moment briefly thought about answering him and stepped out side my situation to ask him 

Idk

 She didn't look at the clerk nothing 

That customer

 Did not say anything 

So as I was

 Finishing up the transaction a person came in the store the clerk said hello 

So I was

 Telling that clerk how i intended to use but forgot 

Got another

 5 dollar thing that you can use on the Saturday 

Except

 I was at store this weekend and forgot to use the 5 dollar thing 

And that

 Was it 

How he was doing

 And briefly looked at him he said how he was 

Thought about

 But went on to ask him 

At that moment

 I was like okay 

And the young man said

 Hello how are you 

I was at store

 Checking out 

These things happen

 So quickly 

So the

 Mind 

So again

 Alot going on 

With tears Lord

 I don't know what's gonna happen next to me 

As soon as I put out one fire

 Another pops up 

My intentions were to have

 That car but I got sick and could no longer work 

I have no ill will

 Towards car city 

My little appetite

 Be so messed up

It's the trial

 To set a trial date 

It's a pre-trial

 Hearing 

Ima let that

 Sink in 

God

 On top of every thing else 

Is more than I

 Owe for the car

Well I didn't have a tesla

 The money they paying the lawyer 

We own the

 Docket 

You ever see the people who represent they self in court

 It don't go well 

 Guardrails 

Full

 Display 

Not that

 I don't know how fucked i am

Realizing my fuckedness

 I'm really fucked 

So I tt the person

 So the thing has wrong name and address basically 

And I changed my last name

 Back to just Johnson 

Not for real

 I never changed my age 

I've changed my address

 Like I changed my age 

I can't be here

 And on Charles 

And suffer

 Daily 

I want you to know

 I'm physically ill behind this 

OK you said you couldn't change the name

 But the address 

City of grand rapids know this is not my address

 

Jackie Robinson

 Story on Story television 

Childish

 Stupid 

You

 Break the mop/broom 

I clean

 You hate that I clean 

Let freedom ring

 

Im not sure

 What that means I'm not sure if I looked it up before not even gonna check 

Um I haven't looked

 Up the definition 

Help

 Help 

At every

 Turn 

But you can get

 Conned 

Can't get

 Justice 

Can't get

 Help 

You get tired of

 Trying to hold the ragedy shit together 

Its easy after

 A while 

But it is

 After a certain point 

Its not easy to say

 Fuck it 

It don't take

 Much thinkin 

Maybe it's

 A mindless robot 

You sick fuckin

 Bitch 

So you sit there

 Stirring while I sit on the toilet slamming the cabinet when I use the bathroom informing the world 

The bathroom

 Got the lowest ceiling 

The vent in there

 Is that how you see me 

Can you see me sitting on the

 Toilet 

Prop you right at the bathroom

 Cabinet 

What is the trade off

 For the cabinet slam 

Again

 I hear you walking around 

So is there a problem with the vent

 Or  a person doing more dumb shit 

Then you start

 Walking around 

Well when you do

 All the thumping 

So heating vent

 That you crawl thru

So again

 Every is wrong 

You have put a new spin on

 Robbing me blind 

I don't think my blindness

 Is due to you stealing from 

You can slam a cabinet

 Over my head 

You can do it

 Over and over and over and over and over 

You can do

 And 

You are

 Privileged 

What's in it for you

 What you get out of this deal 

Free rent

 Drugs 

You don't desire

 Much from life 

That you have sunk so low in your life

 That this is what the fuck you have done for a year and a half 

You have nothing left

 Of your life 

And you have been reduced

 To what you're doing 

I'm sorry life

 Has let you down 

Attention starved person

 Above me 

Without fraud

 Without scams

Because you starving

 For attention 

To not be allowed

 To focus on some shit 

Its sad to partially

 Function 

Crazy definition #2

 Crazy bitches 

You crazy

 Criminal bitches 

You have fucked

 With everything 

Or you've

 Tampered with the heating pads also 

So do I believe

 All the heating pads were defective 

It made it difficult

 As well as other reasons to continue 

When I was quilting

 You'd come in and tamper with the pieces 

All from the same

 Place 

Well a

 Few

Now again without a heated pad

 I've had several 

We in Rome

 Im slamming cabinets too

Because you doing weak hoe

 Ass shit all day while hiding 

Let's me know how weak

 You are 

Come on down

 When I'm here 

Yep

 Bitch you to 

And I'm sick of having to carry

 Every thing in a back pack 

Bitch i wanted to eat that

 Chicken 

I know how many bars

 Of soap and how many rolls of toilet paper I have 

If I ever catch you

 Bitch ima FUCK YOU UP

Your hair long

 Where you get your hair products 

Oh you wait

 Till I go and come and steal from me 

When do you

 Go to the grocery store 

Lord

 Ima fuck a bitch up 

Bitch if I catch

 Weak bitch 

Anything

 Everything 

Stealing toilet paper

 Stealing chicken 

Hard to catch

 What you can't see

If I ever catch the

 Bitch 

You hoe bitch

 You run in or come in when i walk out 

This ain't that game

 Where you take your neighbor shit 

To say one thing is wrong

 When everything is wrong 

I feel

 Stupid 

Im so sick

 Of this stupid shit 

Stop stealing

 My food 

That's what crazy people

 Do 

I think their trying to start a fire

 In the heat vent 

Oh

 Its black history month  

How much progress have we since rosewood 

Any other

 Skills 

What other skills

 You got 

Obviously you're good

 At slamming a cabinet 

You get the trophy

 For being stupid 

You ain't shit bitch

 Ain't nobody impressed with yo dumb ass bitch 

Hoe ass

 Nigga shit expected from hoe Niggas 

That ain't

 What real niggas do 

Hoe motherfuckers

 Hide in crawl spaces and behind walls 

Ain't nothing like

 You rat bitches 

Sick disgusting

 Bitches 

PERVERTED

 BITCH 

What a sick FUCK you are

 To watch someone else use the bathroom 

PERVERT 

Must be nice to be

 A weak empty minded bitch 

What would Jesus

 Do 

And I know matter what time day or night that he went to the bathroom

 Somebody was there to slam the cabinet over his head 

And if he was being watched every time

 Was it uncomfortable for him to go 

And if he did

 Was he being watched every time 

For the 33 years that Jesus walked the earth

 Did he go to the bathroom