And who the fuck

is responsible for this shit

This is really

fucked up

In my mind

I'm thinking

When I wave my hand

at the thing and the door opens

Both

for sale

You can buy it

with my soul

I have a

Bible for sale

But Sam

you still look the same since back then

Don't tell but

i like the story television channel to

The crucifixion

is on 6-8

That happens in a war

that happens in a war

This episode

will be ending in a few minutes

Did he say

body disposal

Speechless

speechless

Bible

Bible Bible

But now

the Bible OMG

They

talk or tell these stories or they cover a plethora of things

I

in shock

Well war

blood shed murder manslaughter

I mean

their covering a lot of ground

This episode

is on for an hour

Have you ever found

yourself in the middle of so so much

In Play

a right now

I think

this is a clap back

Well maybe

they not playin bout that Bible

Story

television

The story channel

The Bible Rules False Prophets

Hello

is any fuckin body listening

Let's just say

I've had my Fair share

If I don't ever

again

So

with that being said

And probably have had

more sex than you can ever imagine

Did I ever mention

that I in my past was a whore

Did I just hear

Trump is selling Bibles

Time

is of the essence

A while back

and wondered what happened

I saw

a semi hit a bridge here

The

bridge collapsed hit by a ship in Baltimore

Big fan

of the antique roadshow

That thing broke

the black stone came a loose

Yea

lost that amber stone so I took that necklace piece I was wearing as a ring

We tamper

an reseal

Trust

definition

The trust

is broken considering all things

If I show up for my appointment

and y you send me a letter saying I missed my appointment

I

got your number

Your

self

Go

fuck

Idk

but nigga you got a appointment tomorrow I want answer yeah or nay I hope they charge you that 30 if you don't show BITCH

Y y y

why why why

Unique

transitional railroad

Oh got it

sent 7 days ago

For

what ever the worth

Do

what you been doing

Take me out of the equation

just bill em i I don't matter

But would

you tell me if I had have cancer

The cost of

the procedure is covered

Like a

cash cow

The cost

is the email pertaining to cost

Where

is it

You send them

days in advance

Waiting on that email

to check in online

I'm tired

of thieves and liars

I'm tired

of this shit I really am

I still don't know

the results of a blood test I was not supposed to have

And put my test results

in my chart

I was sent a letter

that said I missed my appointment

I showed up

where you told me to go where the little markee said was the office where I could not check in on the kiosk where I gave blood

My last doctor's appointment

I went to see the endocrinologist diabetic nutritionist

You witches

need to find Donald Trump

Just because

we black

We fucked

out here

The last episode I watched

was this black moms not coming home with their babies after childbirth

Currently watching

WGVU World Bonnie Boswell Presents Saving Mom's

Binge watched

the residents

Bitch

are you a real train

i

Am speechless 

I am

Not your employee 

and who

Do I ask about it 

and what is

The consecutive checking account 

well I don't get

No railroad retirement benefits 

should I post

The paycheck stub to remind you of the amount it possed to be 

that w2

Needs to match that last paycheck stub 

degage

Be on the lookout for me coming fo that W-2FORM

I paid

12 dollars for it and can't wear it cuz you got a problem 

and how do you

Wear a jacket you bought for 12 dollars 

My belief system

And this shit that's going on is flawed so it must be something wrong with the way I believe 

nothing like

A dose of the truth 

or read my Bible

Because they all say different stuff 

and the good news

Is I don't have to pray because the white man God only hears the prayers of white man kind 

it's just one

God and he is for the white man 

wasn't no

YouTube video 

well we had them speakers

And when it would be all staticy I would take it apart find the wire that was messed up and used the wire cutter connect the wires and tape it with electrical tape 

I'm sure

I have put a speaker back together after hooking the wires back cut off the fried part and 

I better not tell

I don't want you to try it 

as children

We made electrical currents 

oh I think I do

That's how I know it's illegal 

burn a whole in a penny

Raise your hand 

those of you

That know how to 

and I

Know all three 

and you

Pay with blood sweat and tears 

you

Pay 

welcome

To hell I mean America 

but

Everywhere at the same time 

ever feel like

You have been nowhere 

when it wasn't

Happening 

there has never

Been a day 

what would you do

When they chase you down in the streets 

and the

Walls

wait

They got me boxed in 

cuz

If you do 

so please

Don't put me or my pain in a box 

they look at

You crazy 

they teach you this shit

And when you try it 

class

At the 

myob

Minding your own business 

we used to get

The 3 8by10 special 

olan mills

Used to be the shit wit them pictures 

I was young

Going to see Marjorie wit whoever was driving 

he musta been

One of the youngest patients 

since Kalamazoo

State hospital 

for the record

Been knowing younger Jock since back in the day 

watch

You suffer 

everything

I don't keep it 

why the fuck

Would I advocate for self and lose 

you get black balled

You can't even 

you gonna pay

The Piper 

and so to advocate

Fo yo self 

I was so scared to

Go pick it up up I had my then husband meet me there 

for the amount of money

For the clothes that weren't cleaned 

he had that

Check 

he says hello Yvonne

This is so and so from Sheldon's cleaners don't hang up as in don't hang up in my face 

I was at work one

Morning couple days later and I got a call from the owner 

and she called him

And asked him 

when I gather my thoughts

I called someone from a news station and told what happened and the woman I had spoke to had just done a wonderful story about the owner 

I was so shocked

I left work early that day 

I got those uncleaned

Clothes and went back to gantos crying 

I wasn't quite sure

What I had did wrong I was just trying to get my clothes cleaned 

he called me some expletives

And called the police 

it got ugly

I went to pick up my clothes I think from the 32nd and Breton office 

he didn't wanna give me back

My clothes 

I called the owner of the cleaners

And tried explaining to him what happened 

they were never cleaned

From the beginning 

called the cleaners

Ask if they could clean the clothes and they were like we will reclean 

and so I called the cleaners

Well the clothes were pressed but not cleaned they had pressed the stains in the clothes 

except for one time

I picked them up and they weren't cleaned 

I used to get

Hundreds of dollars of clothes cleaned at a time 

an incident happened

With the owner of Sheldon's cleaners 

and while working

At gantos corporate office 

and so

I did work corporate jobs 

and it felt

Good to my fingers 

I felt something

I haven't felt in a long time

Braille 

all

This time 

is le....

A man 

but anyway

Feeling very violated again 

although there

Was the mri 

feet and back

We never discussed my injury to my ass because it never was xrayed quote unqoute 

who really gives

A good or bad FUCK 

ass feels

For free 

and

Who gets to decide 

when

Is it enough 

one more thing

Nothing like being raped and fondled in public by the physical therapist while the world watches 

so I don't

Know what title to put in front of his name no disrespect 

I know he is

A Big wig I don't watch him per se 

I know AW

From Daystar but I know about the school from res

alot of places

Didn't even make it on the resume 

and so I guess

When I wasn't working for a company I 

and for training

I rode with the cable guy to like Holland because I think that's the area they service 

I worked

For spectrum the cable place in Walker 

l think

I just did a perp walk 

the bus

They throwin niggas under the bus 

well now

How shall we spin it 

I'm sure

I was the only lady on that job site with a hardhat 

we have the

Same Bible 

the guy who school

It is 

ohh

Self employment 

the charis Bible college

Class was in a building by where we were painting here by the river 

the one person in charge

He sub contracts to the person I worked with 

sub

Contractor 

we painted some

Downtown here but the guy I was working with sabotage my work hating 

couldn't find legitimate

Work so I worked under the table painting on lake macatawa with a crew 

I know it was a bad decision

You notary person should of flagged it 

I don't know how

That went thru checks and balances 

ask the

The notary person about that fiasco 

I rented it from

Oscar 

I lived in a

House on Buchanan for 6 months after I left Charles St 

old location

On eastern 

was it

Kregals 

book

Store 

Kevin

You were the worst fuck ever 

but now we are

Gonna talk about the power of a dollar

100 pennies 

so that medicine

Ruined my relationship with that muffler man and the bank 

the car was not even worth that amount

I didn't remember talking to them 

After I cussed out my then husband for letting me talk on the phone under the influence of them drugs I paid them two 700$ checks and put a stop payment on one of them which I later paid a collection agency. The muffler man person who called threatened me and everything it was bad

My account went off the rails after that I'm sure they threatened the bank because after all my shit got shut down  

It be like me against a company or a corporation or government 

Crazy

I think I cussed out Derick and Alyssa 

when I came to

They said I had talked to them and agreed to 1400$ worth of work 

car was in the shop

Being repaired 

was prescribed

Muscle relaxers and ibuprofen 

I had pulled a muscle

Had muscle spasms 

I had an account at Chase Bank

That they ruined 

muffler man

Use too fix the caliver 

if I didn't say before

Why I don't take prescriptions drugs because of not my most recent experience with the side effects 

really

What 

exactly

What 

what the fuck

What do you want you want me to do 

stand on

My broken ass feet 

or

Wait for it 

now should I

Sit on my broken ass 

not to mention my

Broken tail ass bone from the fall 

she had that same surgery

If not something similar 

the lady on the bus

I know her from the shelter 

and had a whole explanation

But before I could read it the picture 

they tried to block

That picture of the belly scar 

and I'm getting really pissed

The fuck off 

I'm suppose to

Be I don't know what the fuck 

how bad do I have to

Look should I not comb my hair 

well I don't think

They look as bad as Wendy Williams feet 

must be

The deformity in my feet bitch 

and I don't know

How a person with bow legs knees rub together 

now I get the look from them

Shit change when you get older 

when my kids were growing up

All I had to do is givem the look 

I like to get on they nerve anyway

But damn 

thank God for them kids of mine

Because when I wasn't working I got on they last nerve 

probably need

Another surgery 

the

Oncologist 

went back to work

To soon and got a*hernia" and pulled muscle and shit 

and I still fucked up

From that 

and then there

Was that 

I shouldn't have to

Work five jobs at a time 

training

On the job orientations that's important 

how

Would they learn 

and if you don't want to hire a person

With no experience 

I think that's

Why I had so many different jobs 

sometimes when you have experience

At a certain skill you're only offered the same 

and if you can't find work in your neighborhood

Hopefully you live near a bus stop 

My last day

September 28th last paycheck October 5th 2023

then workforce

Which lead to my employment at the shelter 

ohh yeah

Those subway gift card giveaways at degage 

worked there

Till I got fired on my day off 

so the subway

Was close to where I was and where I could walk so I started working there after being off those 6 months 

I would of did that

But they office building was the building where I found out about Mitch and Allison 

if you

Live in a apartment complex start there 

l was always

Taught to look for work near where you stay 

and had to return to work

Car got repoed 

I was off for 6 months

And was without income 

and then he could not call

He was not a Trinity health doctor 

I probably passed

Five hospital 

I was on 44th st

And drove myself to Trinity health on Jefferson 

before my body shut down

I ended up at Trinity health in the emergency room after a strange call from Dr Chatterley' a then spectrum health doctor calling from a metro health number telling me to go to the nearest emergency room because of a kidney problem 

my last attempt at working

Two jobs at the same time 

notions

And Panera bread 

it's hard to

As a older person who superviser is younger 

it's worse today

We don't know to treat people 

being

Nice and patient is important 

well I think

It's hard trying to learn from a lot of different people 

reason I didn't return

that exit

Happened at ace hardware but for a different reason 

let's just say

One day I left for lunch and never returned 

I was gonna do

An apprenticeship 

for a hot ass minute

I worked at the house of style on division 

or is

Mame

mane

Me fo life 

who

Bout to get a foot chopped off if they catch me 

been

Working like a runaway slave 

and if I forgot I worked at yo place

Sorry 

until I did the same

Night auditor at the Clarion 

and I used to think that night auditor

Was a geek 

I left Jacobson's

I think one of the managers was leaving to go work for the hotel and I left with basically 

and as a saleswoman

I would never 

word

Template 

can I use it for

An out line.... another word for 

can I see yo

Resume 

when I worked at Marshall fields

Aka Macy's Clinique (make up) is one of the departments I worked in 

I should of

Stayed in the stock room 

when you make commission

It's makes you sometimes become cut throat 

Jacobson's had a

Whole department dedicated to hosery and I worked in that department for a while 

I made commission

At Rogers and Jacobson's 

in today's world

It would be like a personal styler 

well I was a

Sales woman and made a percentage of every piece of clothing I sold (commission) plus hourly 

we was working at Jacobson's

In the stock room and you always want to progress on the job so I changed my position from the stock room to the sales floor 

as in

Several 

strokes

With a s on the end 

My own leg

Makes me think of a person recovering from a stroke 

they can

Definitely vouche for me 

and as to pertaining to me

Ask the people above me as to how long I'm in the bathroom every morning 

without getting out of the car

You say the building looks good from the car but you don't actually go into the building 

pertaining to buildings

From your car window you pull up in front the building 

windshield survey

Like you can't judge a book by it's cover 

is that

A new term 

is it in

Webster 

that I have not

Taken that survey 

oh ha

Maybe because I don't have a car 

but the

Windshield survey if I have it correct 

now Lord

I've seen and took a lot of surveys 

what the actual fuck

Smells good 

i

Like it 

I had a

Small part in play at the Roberson theater 

I had

Some college courses in dance 

but I thought

The civic theater was the old savoy 

I had a

Dance class classes at the civic theater in high school 

down

The weird elevator 

cherry health heart of the city

Dr Sharma office 

so now

The lady on the bus with the stomach problem 

Who probably drinks to alleviate her pain 

it was a

Good job 

she would

Always remind me she got that job 

when I left there

My replacement was my friend twin sister 

Frankie

Was a drinker she didn't remain the babysitter long 

the parking lot

By the roundabout 

it's now

Cherry health 

lived on

Cherry and Jefferson 

my babysitter

Frankie 

I was transitioning

From them street's but I would sometimes hangout all night and go to work at 5 in the morning 

I was a

Young mom and I was dating so and so 

I worked at

St Mary's aka..in the nutrition department 

not to ignore

All the other shit going on 

just

To give blood I didn't know I was giving today 

I had to sign in

At the desk 

you wouldn't

Let me check in on the kiosk like normally 

I didn't

Fast 

the nutritionist

Diabetic endocrinologist appointment 

using

The good arm of course 

I think I just donated some blood

But I