yes

It's my stone 

i

Can light a candle 

thanks

For bringing back the lighter 

...for the grace of God

There go I 

well cabinet slammer

I hear you but I can't help you they got me fucked up 

can I get

Them earrings that rock pair back 

and I want some

Omega XL

and if you don't know what a moo moo is

Ask your granny 

and

A moo moo 

so I will get a cane

A walker and a cart for my grocery 

and I am

Showing my age 

I

Am old 

one day I was on Charles

And I had the red cavalier the heat went out in the car the heat in the house went out the hot water heater went out and was flooding the basement 

Sabotage 

and bitch if that ain't true

That's my story and I'm sticking to it 

what I know for sure is that

I'm black will stay black and die black 

if it was

Then someone is being held against their will 

because no one ever

Well I will never know about that peanut butter 

kinda like

The peanut butter that I couldn't eat and I couldn't give it away 

it's a problem

And I'm just the channel 

what happens

When I no longer hear that cabinet slammed 

someone LORD

We need a Divine intervention 

help

HELP 

is

Are you being held against your will 

&

-28

607

&0607

peanut

Butter gallery bitch fuck you too 

but I will ask

About the penny before I put it in a penny roll because if it is a problem I don't want it to come back on me 

my next change run

See if they will take it 

ima take this penny

To the bank this penny wit this whole in it 

we can still

Use a penny 

I just spent five pennies

At the 

going off

Track 

is your Daddy

A glass maker 

thru

The looking glass 

don't even touch

Just look at them 

cause you could would

Never eat off of them 

the kinda plates bitch

For show and tell 

and it is a

Melody sound to the ear 

the kinda crystal

You hit with a fork 

you could bust

A muthafucka in the head with 

that good

Lead crystal heavy 

them good dishes

That you keep in a China cabinet 

Lenox

China 

I started working

In the stock room in the China department 

and that's what I did

And to my surprise I was hired there 

one day she says to me

You always look nice they are hiring at Jacobson's and I should go and put in a application 

they were older

And the woman would always tell me how nice I looked 

well there was a

Really nice white couple that were regulars at Bill Knapp's 

I worked there for some time

And when I was ready to move on from there 

I think we always

Called him by his first and last name together 

the managers

Name was like Jean Paul John Paul was very nice and actually helped me complete the application 

I remember

Struggling with the application 

and found my way to

Bill Knapp's 

any way

I figured out how to get to 28th st where more places that were hiring 

I thought that

At least in the beginning 

I just starting out

And figured out if I worked more hours I could get a bigger paycheck 

as much as I liked

Working there they were only like open for lunch 

ump ump ump

Shame shame shame 

so all things considered

He was a blind person 

it tickled him so much

He would say Yvonne say ump ump ump just so he could laugh 

Nicki

Would laugh 

and when I

Would be at a loss for words I would go

Ump ump ump just like I do now 

so

The couple was Marian George and Nicki was the son 

so I worked for a couple

Who had a son name Nicki he was blind so had a little restaurant eatery in the old telephone company on division Michigan bell 

oh shit

Awe damn 

I had that afto

And I had meetings at the house 

and I got on the train with straight hair

And I got off with a Afro 

I am the product

Of the underground railroad with masons guidance 

retirement disability

But what did I survive what does it mean 

what did

I survive 

My social security

Number 

would you have

Any records of being employed by a company that no longer exist 

if a business closes

What happens to people benefits who worked for the company 

the bank vault

And safety deposit boxes is how she banked 

if you looked close enough

You could see the teeth in the little fox head 

Fox mink

With the fox face still attached 

foxes

Was where she got all her jewelry 

Marjorie had

Mink coats and diamonds she wore beautiful hats and her shoes matched her handbag 

every job before

The museum 

I liked working

At ace hardware because women worked there and owned by a woman 

they raised

Different 

My kids are

,15yrs apart 

from the street corner

To corporate 

lots of

Hair styles lots of hair color 

colorism

Racism discrimination sexism 

prior to the museum

My jobs were different and so was my hair 

somewhere between

Ace hardware and the museum my hair went natural I became a problem 

now

Ima shut up 

Larry Johnson

And I don't mean my bro 

could of been a rock

I felt the ricashade off the building 

somebody

.... At me I don't know if it was a bb pellet bullet 

I never been

In that strore so I don't know how true that is but I do know the three times I've been in there you were there 

you said you didn't

Normally work over here on division 

but then you

Cleaned it up and said blah blah blah the store on Kalamazoo Street 

and the way you said it

I thought you meant Kalamazoo Michigan 

now

You told me my first time in the store you were from Kalamazoo 

omg

Boost man your not supposed to be there

BBB doesn't have an address listed for you at that spot 

that's just

As bad as breaking a fingernail 

why

Didn't you tell me I only had one earring on today 

ace

Is a nice looking dog need one of them in my life 

not

My fight 

when I worked at

The raddison I went on business trips out of town with the manager 

gantos

I worked at the corporate office 

seeing that text on Rashid phone

Was worth moving him into the house 

he was coaching

A one somebody on how to be the first....

not only was he

Alyssa track coach 

right across

From Fannie's corner 

the

Oil guy 

the Muslim

Rashid 

if I

Wear a mans sweater because I think it's cute does that make me a cross dresser 

I didn't know

I could paint until I started working at the hardware store 

and they jump

They jump All the way to Disney world to compete in the national USA jump rope competition and I went as a chaperone 

when I was working

At ace hardware my daughter was on the jump rope team 

ace

Hardware 

the only way I remember

Value city is a lady ask me one day

I was like oh yeah I used to work there 

wait

Value city the department store 

and a

Host of other jobs I can't remember right now 

my past

Work history has been erased 

man I struggled

I often stopped in the Mall parking lot to practice driving on the back 

I had to take him to work

In a stick shift I didn't know how to drive it 

I

Was pregnant with Alyssa when I worked at gantos and Derick worked at Cascade engineering 

the

Subway 

...

Teleperformance motel 6 I worked for the clarion Inn and suites two different times 

I worked

Meijer gardens flowerland then I worked taken care of flowers at the home depot one summer for a company out of Ohio 

I ⚒

At whispering woods, threshold,  metron forest hill 

...

Marshall Fields before it was Macy's rite aid Walgreens the one on 28th and division the one that just got shutdown 

the

Radisson Hotel...

I worked

At Gantos,Rogers Department Store, Jacobson,

Bill Napps...

All out of business 

That's how old I am 

Brad the shoe repair man

He was supposed to build me a bookshelf in that house 

Brad

I did work

For the museum and elnc prep at the same time 

Just not in 2015 

I think I

Mighta been a workaholic 

on 32nd

Street 

I think that's

The name on Wedgwood 

and started cleaning

At Westwood 

I stopped working at

The hotel 

I was working

For west Michigan janitorial 

at the clarion Inn and suites

I would leave that hotel and go to the school 

I was working 3rd shift

At a hotel 

oh

That was my day job 

I have had

A lot of jobs 

when that tire

Started falling off the car 

as a recess aid

And working in the cafeteria 

I was working at

Buchanan elementary 

twice

that

Came off while I was driving 

red cavalier car

Tire 

anyway

That Bible was collecting dust 

they was

Lots of confusion 

that's why I had to

To start reading this old Bible 

I was working for

ELNC PREP  when I started cornerstone 

cabinet slammer

FUCK YOU TOO 

it was

Fiasco 

they had to

Come back 

at the

Corner 

and went and

Surveyed the parking lot bitch 

they pulled up in

Front of the house 

nederveld

I asked for a survey 

ain't

That some shit 

he wasn't

Even suppose to be there 

mitch said

Half the driveway was his 

that move

Has been played to 

you

Gonna do 

so bitch

Do what the fuck 

I will not knock

On your door 

it was

Bad 

it came to me

Saying yall been living here free I confronted him 

I forgot

Why 

I knocked on

Mitch door one morning 

set

Off a trigger 

dam

That dog walking shit 

right at the

Museum front desk 

I read books

Fo five years before I got to cornerstone 

the

Snowball effects 

I didn't commit

Plagiarism 

the syllabus

It was about things like that 

that did not

Go over well 

I reported it

To the state 

I was working at a place

Where abuse was taken place 

they didn't

Don't want me in the ministry 

all hell

Was breaking 

and I was about

To write about it 

I have already lived

That shit 

that last

Syllabus before yall accused me of plagiarism 

i

Lived it 

right after I wrote about

The cat bird seat at cornerstone 

with that

Metal 

the old neighbors

Who lived in Matties house 

don't listen to her

She crazy 

if I'm crazy

I'm not credible 

I'm sure

This isn't the first 

new

Move 

they already

Got me bitch

the

Cat bird seat 

I can't talk

Anymore to painful right now 

but you had a

Unfair advantage by poisoning me 

you want

Me to be crazy for life 

I can't do

Anything 

yeah

They been fucking me forever 

that fucked

Me up 

and put me

In pinerest

and so

I was poisoned 

I

Was going down 

my life

Sunk more 

ah

Mitch was with the brotherhood 

now that's what he said

And I sat in that hot ass car sweaty 

but he

Getting them recipes from UPS and FedEx 

he was saying

He worked at the post office 

he

Was talking about the boxes 

this is why

I couldn't get out the car that day 

getting recipes

In big ass boxes from seas 

he was

And original brew maker 

I couldn't figure

Out why they could never get that grass together 

they lived

There for 5yrs for free 

I don't know the exact dates

But it was like 2015 and she said they moved to 2011

she they

Five years earlier 

they said that

Mitch and Allison had moved 

and told me

What year the people moved 

they told me

Every occupants of the house since it was built 

I went to the company

That built the house 

so had

Questions 

it was a lot

Going on back then 

I sat there

While sweating bullets listening but I would not get out that 

man

I couldn't get out that car 

I was sitting

In the car in the driveway talking to him one day 

first cannabis growers

And he grew they he and his brother grew weed in the front yard of the house 

he was one of

The 

as cannabis

Was coming on the market 

we have to

I have to face my demons 

mitch

Worked for the post office 

mitch &

Allison 

when I lived on charles

I had neighbors 

eventually you might get to

Frontline 

and if it's to to long

Have several seats 

and if it's too long

Have a fuckin seat 

I suggest

You find that line and get in it 

so if you don't like me

There is a line forming somewhere 

unless you

Put a mural there 

I don't want to sit there

And look at that building 

why is that bus stop

Facing that building 

and I'm

I'm sure he meant it 

what the devil

Meant for evil 

I been paying 2$

Is it a buck seventy five 

and how much is it

To catch the bus 

caught the

Silverline back but couldn't get where I needed 

I had to walk to

The silverline bus stop 

only to realize

That the division bus doesn't go to hall street 

on the division bus

Standing at the division bus stop 

I tried to get from

From boost to metro right down the street 

we can't even get

A charger box 

I left a bag

On the counter 

the box for the phone

And the receipt MIA 

so yeah

It was a problem with the phone from the jump 

just because I'm old

Don't mean I want a old ass phone 

I don't need

5 6 phones and not a old as phone 

but I don't want a

Phone that has been in your store since 2011

I might drive

A 2011 insert vehicle of choice 

well now that's

Question I didn't ask 

I should

Of asked him what was his last name 

that was so

Weird 

she called him Mr Johnson

Like he was my husband 

I don't think we

Share the same last name 

started calling him

Mr. Johnson 

half way

Through the process the lady on the phone 

the port

When that boost man was porting out the phone number from metro to boost 

not the guy

At the airport holding his sign with his name on it 

bolo bolo

For the stranger 

the hospital

Security got me in the car 

they took

My car keys and locked in the car 

they was

Hating so tough 

my last day

At the hospital 

I shop for jewelry

At other 

because of

That reason 

I have not

Been back to pandoras 

them chemicals

Burned my pandora bracelet and ring 

that

Didn't help 

changing location

Because I kept getting sick 

I went from Blodgett

To Butterworth 

or

Other reason 

because I had started throwing up

They were saying the illness could or been me reacting to the chemicals I used for cleaning 

the state

We talked again 

I think

It was other 

so I don't think

My pelvic bone is weak because I'm old 

before that surgery

Where they said my intestines was stuck to my pelvic bone 

for dam near

A year 

and after that

I musta threw up 

that happened

Orientation 

Right from go it was a problem 

and it

Could of happened somewhere else 

they were

Trying to say to much time had passed between the incident and when I reported 

a short time

Before I realized this bump was there 

the state

Knows of this issue 

the nurse had

She said she had never had that happen before where the blood stopped flowing 

in mind

I thought now if my blood stops flowing 

I would be dead 

something happened

And I questioned how many shots were administered 

ima have to get another

Needle 

something happened

To the needle your blood stopped flowing 

not only did

Did she the nurse say 

the antibodies

Immunity came up 

when the needle

Arm thing happened 

it took me a minute

To figure it out 

of course you

Can go through the hospital 

that was the

Only entrance I as a driver 

and walked

And went in the entrance for the people who drive 

most recent blood work

I walked over there 

so I parked in

The entrance you go in if you have a car 

so the last time I

Got my blood work I had a vehicle 

so the first

Couple times I had it checked 

I have

To have more blood work done 

well

The blood work 

all things considered

I thought that was kinda funny 

he said

Oh Oh OK 

I looked at him

Very strangely and said I I don't have a car 

the security guard said

Ma'am you can't park here unless you're going to the doctors office 

I just left

And took the stairs by the parking lot by my doc's office 

well how do you

Answer a question with a question 

I ask

The question 

I'm remember that

Because normally 

I was like

Is that a new question they ask in the emergency room 

I think post op visit

Was the time I was asked  if I had been to Flint drinking any of the water 

got the daily reading

In for the day with a couple minutes to spare 

I've worked all

My life to make more than 10$

that's

Devastating 

when you use to

Working ànd and can't 

well I couldn't

Work and drive with things on both 

that was a mistake

I should of took both 

talkin bout

Post op 

remember you'll

Tried to give two boots for both bad feet 

I read but you know

So much 

what procedure

Was that fo 

you didn't give me oxygen

But you gave me fenthol 

if you did knowing me

I probably found a way to fuck it 

that's

The shit 

did you

Put a chip in me 

I was like

Was like huh what what that mean

no we didn't give oxygen

We monitored your breathing 

pow pow pow

They been been lighten me up 

awe yeah

Baby 

left the phone in office

I was sitting in a chair and she brought me that phone 

staggered out the office

And sat in the first chair I could 

I

Screamed 

she offered to hold my hand

I was about to break every bone in her hand 

the biopsy

The nurse had the snatch her hand away 

I can relate

To being tortured 

I was like huh

Half coherent 

but when I came to

She said we didn't give you any oxygen 

Idk

What number procedure that was 

I didn't need

Pain meds for a painful procedure 

like I didn't need

Need oxygen under anethsis 

well I

Know what I don't have cancer of 

like

A biopsy 

and some things

Are as equally painful to talk about 

still healing

From bleeding internally from the side the side effects of the one medi....

my goal

But I had to slow down 

do you ever

Laugh at your silly self 

every

Wounded area 

I the

Knees 

she didn't

Even recommend 

and a

A steroid shot 

she

Was talking about back surgery 

by the time I left

Her office 

do

She still got that picture 

I marked

The carpal tunnel area 

because it

Didn't specifically say the back well I just mark everything 

well

I was only supposed to mark the areas on the back 

I couldn't

Figure out what she thought was so funny about the picture 

she said

The picture was funny 

well

When I met with her to discuss it 

there was a

Mark on my arm and I marked the symbol equivalent to the pain 

so I

Marked on that picture every where I was in pain using the symbols 

she sent me that picture

That reminds me of the one the coroner uses to mark a dead body 

prior to starting

The spine doctor 

I'm in physical therapy

For my back 

recently

I tried to address in my own way 

they started talking about

Something on my other hand old Cisco on my other hand so of course the mri never happened 

I went back

To have a mri 

I had it xrayed

The said they didn't see anything 

as a employee incident

They fought me say it didn't happen there 

so when the needle incident

Occurred I reported at spectrum health Cornwell health 

oh oh

That's another story 

somebody been

Eating my food.and ate my leftover 

and

They poked a whole in it 

somebody

Been sleeping in my bed 

no new news

They help They self to everything 

I

Thought I had 

I can't even

Keep up with my food 

The massacre

Sharpeville in South Africa March 23rd 1960

cute kid

Whatever happened too him 

I

Will be mindful 

because of graphic content

Some pictures have been blocked 

some moments are so special

That I dare not share 

with the queen

Queen Latifah..

To get a good belly laugh 

I might have to rewatch

Bringing down the house 

it is so much drama in my life

I can't even watch TV 

they pimpin me

Worse than my baby  daddy own block 

Big Wjgs

Big Pimpin 

but I only got 2

Where is the  3rd page 

documents say

3 pages 

they like

To leave shit at bottom of pages hoping you don't catch it 

really

This is the shit 

now now

Unless I have children that I don't know about 

there was an asterisk ✳

At the bottom of this document pertaining to me owning child support 

but because of the

Situation I was in and what I was going through they dismissed the case 

But

I was sopenaed and sued

By car city 

....

So I walk 

but then I got sick

And could not work so the car repoed 

well

I remember because of that extra day 

that transaction

On that 29th day 

4yrs ago

I traded a caliver in for a Ford  focus it was a leap year 

29 Days

It's a leap year